Find some peace…

With the recent clash between India and China, I was just scrolling all over the social media specially YouTube and one thing I found common everywhere that people around the globe are hating china specially their government for their actions. I have some good reasons to not hate them. Let’s discuss about them.

Yes of course, china is our enemy because they are extending their territory by occupying others but what’s wrong in this. I mean, just look at the history of humans, for centuries British empire ruled all over the world because they were powerful. I think, it is just a usual human behaviour to have a desire of being powerful, even we do this where we can. For instance, a husband tries to dominate over his wife, parents try to dominate their children, everybody does this shit.

So what you should do to find peace?? 1st method which everybody prefer is to become as powerful as possible, like run in this race and try to win it, problem with this method is that chances of you getting the 1st position are very less and even if you get that position, you may live in fear of losing it and how much powerful you can be?? Let’s assume the best case scenario where you are the king/Queen of this whole Earth, still it is nothing when you compare it with the size of universe. So, is there any way to find permanent peace???

I don’t know the best way to live life, but I know atleast better than the above described manner to live life. I find peace when I don’t misuse my power in any kind, like I don’t try to dominate over anyone in any situation and it really makes me happy. Just imagine a couple where both of them don’t have any kind of ego or desire to be ‘supreme’ what level of understanding they would have! Yes some of our relationship are not in our control, mainly those in which we are in without our will, they may look frustrating at times but some things are really in our hands and after a good level of understanding we may also forgive those who makes us feel angry just to fulfill their desires.

So that’s how world is running, everybody is trying to find peace in their own manner. You have to choose what kind of life you would like to live.

Religion

The biggest debate of all time: The Religion. I am feeling very excited to talk about this topic. Hope you will like it.

So what’s come first in your mind when you hear the word ‘Religion’. Your religion? Hinduism, Islam, Christianity etc? Ask yourself what my religion has taught me. Is it about blindly following an imaginary personality or a thought. Has your religion taught you that the universe is created by an imaginary personality (like Bhagwan, Allah, God etc.) and they are judging all your actions. Tbh, almost everyone is just blindly following some so called intellectuals and people don’t even know what exactly is written in religious scriptures.

I think, the purpose of religious texts is to acknowledge readers about the truth. Truth to know ‘Who I am?’ , it’s purpose is to clear all the doubts, it’s about having supreme clarity of thoughts. Most of us misinterpret the idea of God and that is the reason behind conflicts, sufferings etc.

Honestly, I don’t have answer to the kind of questions related to our existence, our purpose but I reject the idea of having blind faith in an imaginary personality. It’s better to say ‘I don’t know’ than to say ‘I know’ , when you are not clear about your thoughts.

In memory of Sushant Singh Rajput

Yesterday, one of the most humble personality of Bollywood committed suicide. Sushant Singh Rajput, was one of those stars who never let startdom rule over his head. He dropped out from DTU to become an actor. He did that we are taught to do like he was passionate for cosmos, science, to know mysterious of universe, so he was always in touch in all these subjects.

Alongside, he was doing good works for the society like he started a NGO for students to get higher education opportunities, that is also a characteristic of an ideal person. Actually, he was doing everything to find happiness, his life was a dream life for many but still he was not happy. I believe, he was really a very intelleuctual person who was just trying to seek happiness/peace through ways that we are taught, he was just trying to find the meaning of life but ultimately, found everything worthless.

Since Teenage, we are taught that, World is changed by those who are crazy, crazy for their profession, so they should be your inspiration. I truly believe, this much amount of focus on our career is not necessary. We should know that what really is worth in life. He committed maybe because he found everything worthless, we won’t because we are still busy in our rat race.

Honestly, I have no idea on how one can get ultimate happiness/peace but I believe that one should have atleast good friends to live a happy life.

IIT

Finally, I am writing something about that has been very close to my life. This blog is all about how life goes for an IIT aspirant. Currently, I am pursuing engineering at Delhi Technological University but for 2-3 years I prepared for one of the most competitive exam in India i.e. jee mains and advance. Jee mains is entrance exam for NITs and many other engineering colleges and Jee advance is entrance exam mainly for IITs.

I was a average hardworking student, I was good in mathematics so my elder brother decided that I should study 11th standard mathematics in class 10 to get the advantage of early start for the race, so I joined a coaching institute and tbh, It was a total waste of time, I learnt nothing there but instead it put a pressure on me when i actually started preparing from class 11th.

For all aspiring candidates, daily routine was almost same like going to classes, completing assignments, preparing for test and feeling insecure after knowing toppers’ marks. I was careless in class 11th but in class 12, I became a serious candidate but that much amount of hardwork was really not enough for these exams.

Jee mains happens two times in a year (January and April). I was not very well prepared for exam, I was scared but somehow I scored 95.56 percentile, that was a fine result for me but definitely not for my family 😅😂. I was too much scared even in the board exams too because there is a rule that you have to score atleast 75% in board to be eligible for admission in IITs or NITs and honestly, my board exams were not going as expected. At that time, I calculated that i need to score at least 85/100 in my last exam (Physical education exam) to get 75%+ in board, the exam went well and I though that I would get 95+/100. The result of boards was really shocking for me as I scored 87.8%, shocking part is that my total attemption in physics paper was of 80/100 marks but I got 88/100..😂. Similar thing happened in chemistry.

Only one week was left for the second attempt of jee mains after the board exams were over. I prepared well in that week but one thing that I learnt in that week which I think is very important for everyone to understand. Actually, I asked myself ‘Why I am so much scared of the exam?’ and after sometime I got the answer that I believe that this exam is only way to be successful in life. This belief was the effect of everything that used to come across me for the past 2 years. So, at that I told to myself that this exam is one of the many ways to be successful in life and honestly, I was not scared in April attempt. I scored 97.39 percentile in April attempt, that was again not enough for my family and teachers 😂 but I was satisfied. I was also able to clear jee advance but the rank was not enough to get admission in IITs. So, you should also conquer your fears and it can only done by right understanding.

You can start conquering by asking to yourself ‘What if I never get successful?’

Future Prediction

Have you ever wondered how ancient Indians were able to predict that there is water on Mars or how they were able to calculate the distance between earth and moon without any telescope or satelite.Well, in this blog, I am going to answer all these questions. Answers are totally based on my imagination.

Well, the answer to all these questions is mathematics. Mathematics is used to know the unknown. It is done by mathematical calculations which includes variable which affect that process, how they react with each other and many tools like operators, functions and maybe some more that I may not include. Operators and functions act on these variables and thus we draw a conclusion. But even after following the same processor which ancients used to do, why are we not able to make those kind of calculations???

This is because, we are lacking in everything. We are not computing all the variables and most importantly we are not using very important tools like astronomy or astrology (may be some more) which are essential to know, what are all those things that affect a variable. All these subjects, astronomy or astrology (may be some more) are nothing but part of mathematics. They are very essential tools of mathematics, without them we cannot predict complete truth.

Teenage love

When I was 12-13 years old, I experienced something that is difficult to describe…it was nothing but a crush on one of my classmate. I think Teenage love is the most purest form of love…it was like me dreaming about her all day and night but when it comes to talking to her…I found myself speechless…I started finding various ways to have a conversation with her…like she was not good in mathematics so I improved my mathematics to teach her.

I was also very lucky because she got a crush on me too…my friends told me about this first😝…it was nothing but childish behaviour that ‘she is looking at you’ and we used to get excited and impatient…Months passed but still it was very difficult for me to have a good conversation with her as I was shy at that time. After long as time (nearly 6-7months) both of us were not interested in each other…After this experience, I really learnt that one should express his/her feelings …it would definitely create a nice experience for you

Mathematics-the special language

Tonight, I am just thinking about how mathematics would have invented? This question is special because mathematics is really a very different language. Yeah really, I just figured out that all other languages in world that have been ever created were dependent on our five senses for their formation. but HOW?

There are 2 kinds of words in every language around the world. First kind of words, they have some kind of image associated with them which comes in our mind through our life experience. Like when you ‘mango’…image of mango may appear in your mind.Second kind of words, they are nothing but used to complete the meaning of the sentence…they may define the time reference when an event might have occurred (basically verbs) but what’s special in ‘Mathematics’?

In my opinion, Mathematics is independent of both categories of these words. ‘Mathematics is the only language in the world which is not recognised by our five senses.’ So how that language would have invented. Its really mysterious…there might be something like ‘sixth sense’ which is the source to create mathematics…this ‘sixth sense’ thing looks more realistic when we look at some of the greatest mathematicians like S.ramanujan who didn’t study from anywhere but knew mathematics like nobody else…they might have used their sixth sense…well who knows exactly how it would have invented…it’s still a mystery.

The Journey Begins

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